Shots! Shots! Shots Shots! (Lil Jon beat)

Here we go with another round of shots! Ultrasound Tuesday to see if there are any follicles and then he will determine if we are going to do timed intercourse again or possible IUI. Thought I would share my little shot package!

Try again another day...

Here we are at day 14 post HCG trigger shot. I have spent the last few days goggling the shit out of pregnancy symptoms vs. period symptoms, which by the way got me no where since they are practically the same. Still no period. I was starting to go crazy so I was happy to see today come. I went to the store, bought a test and pissed on it. Can you tell by my under excitement that it was negative? Well it was... the proof is in the picture. Not a good way to start a Friday! I have called my doctor's office to see what happens next so I guess we shall see..... Bummer, I really thought we nailed it!

I am going to be judgemental for a hot second!

Something that infuriates me is when I see or hear about junkies and abusive parents that continually get pregnant after they couldn't even handle or get their shit together for one child. They are gifted with wonderful blessings and yet time after time they risk and take for granted these beautiful angels to feed their self esteems or so they can party down like an irresponsible, immature asshole. Their kids are in and out of foster care, have scheduled visits in a depressing and far from stimulating office; The children don't even have a voice or choice. Parents are suppose to protect and guide their babies until they can do so for themselves. They shouldn't have to wonder if they will be taken or shipped away and sent to an unknown, unfamiliar, scary place! I have never struggled with addiction but I have had my struggles with mental health. I imagine its a very challenging battle someone has to fight, but I am not in the mood to sympathize with them tonight. I will save that for when I am feeling compassionate. I wish someday to have the opportunity to provide a life for a child, the way my parents provided for me. When that day comes I will fulfill my maternal duties. That is a promise to myself and my future child. Thanks for listening to me ramble. Sincerly, pissed off girl having a damn moment!

Trigger shot - engaged!

So we did the trigger shot just before 5pm on friday. That one stung a bit. And since I have had redness and bruising with some pain associated. Doctor said that is to be expected. Lets hope it did what it was suppose to! I will know whats next in about 2 weeks!